Good bye...

You were my friend

The kind that was supposed to stay

I wish I couldn’t remember

What you told me that day

When you were around

You comforted me when I cried

And the day you left

Half of me up and died

We sat and laughed

Got mad and cried

That’s why my heart broke

When you said “Good-bye”

the World move on...without me notice...

after crying for a really
long time...
i start all over again....

and countless days have passed...
seasons came...
seasons went...
the tiring days
pass by slowly...
and the world keeps turning....
but i have no more
tears left in me to sted....

missing u....

with the anxiety
that we might
not be able to see
each other again....

the nights that live
spent sleeping and then suddenly sitting..
up wide awake...

The people...

people doesn't look up to you
because u're popular
they look up to u
because u are a person that worthy of respect.

the BIRD

a beautiful bird with different colour
flew into my life...
and make changes in mylife.

i am who i am...

i am who i am...
but i really dislike the way
iam now..
i want to change..
i want to be better

the distance between you and me....

you smile is so kind
that i keep wanting to lean on you.
i know i'm not allowed.
but my heart beats for you.
i don't care if you never learn what i truly feel about you.
i'm fine with forever hiding the truth in the disguise of friendship.
and i'm fine with seeing your
smile all day long, every day.
so please, smile like you're the happiest man on earth.
i will start forgetting, little by little...
so that my heart no longer aches for you.
the fact that i loved you.
shall remain a secret,
for as long as i live

That love that meant for you only...~

i love you
i wonder if you like me back?
and if u don't
well i will slowly work to forget you